Long before, I have always portrayed a good girl role. I always get aggravated by a situation. It’s just like Jazzel is synonymous to being the protagonist in a story. With that, I wanted to try something new. I wanted to deviate from the usual little miss nice girl. Jokingly, I was wishing I could be the kontrabida or the antagonist. And for today, I got what I jokingly wished for years ago.

This is a first time. I never really imagined I will get involved in a story with a plot similar to the typical Filipino mainstream movies. For once in my life, I have become a kontrabida. I won’t give out all the details of this too complicated situation but for all the story’s worth, it made me feel bad. But we all know that I never meant to hurt anyone; I never meant to meddle with your life and feelings.

Now I know where I stand. I will do what is best not just for me, but for everyone else. It has been a hell of a roller coaster ride. Too many ups and downs, and finally I reached the end of the ride.

A break, yet again, is what I need. Forgive me for this hiatus. After all, this is what we all need.

I apologize because I have hurt you so many times. I caused you so much pain without me knowing. I admit, I had a hunch. Unless otherwise proven, it remained a hunch for me but not until now. Now that I know the truth, I am so sorry.

Note to self: Ngayon na alam mong may nasasaktan pala, lumayo ka na.